Today is "Tuning in to Tuesday."
Which has proven to be a sick, SICK irony.
Because in my "new year, new life" mentality,
I have been organizing my computer like a boss.
Thus the tragic unfolding of these events:
While perusing my neglected computer files,
I came across a folder labeled, "music."
Upon opening the folder,
I discovered sub-folders featuring all my customized,
alphabetized genres from way back in the high school days.
Back when I didn't own an iPod.
Back when Windows Media Player was my
music listening program of choice.
And I thought to myself,
"Awwww... nostalgia."
And then I remembered way back
to when I was first setting up my iTunes account,
and how I duplicated all of my music files
into my iTunes.
Back when I said,
"Sayonara, Windows Media Player."
Aaaaaand since I am determined to
turn myself into an efficient,
savvy, minimalist
super-woman,
I thought to myself,
"These folders aren't really serving any purpose.
I never use them. I only use my iTunes."
"Sayonara, old duplicate music folders."
....and then my hand hesitated...
what if these WEREN'T duplicates?
What if deleting these would make them
disappear from my iTunes, as well?
"Hold it. Not so fast, old
(debatebly) duplicate music folders."
A minimal-loss test run was in order.
Which came in the form of deleting the folder with my
Alison Krauss album.
Because that would be easy enough to
burn back onto my computer, should it be lost.
Delete it I did.
Checked my iTunes, I did.
And there it was. Right where I left it.
Hello, Alison.
And so I decided to follow through with my computer file purge.
"Sayonara, old (definitely) duplicate
music folders."
And then I did something REALLY stupid.
Because upon deleting the "definitely duplicate" music folders,
a little window popped up.
That little window tried to warn me, bless its heart.
It said to me, "These files are too big for the recycle bin. Deleting them will be permanent. Do you wish to continue?"
....The End.
And THAT'S the story of how I lost my entire iTunes library.
(Notice how I couldn't bring myself to actually write out the very end. But I think we all understand what happened next. Apparently, it takes a bit of time for iTunes to get the memo that its music file sources have been permanently deleted).
And - for the record - I have indeed searched the
digital nooks and crannies of my computer.
I even did a system restore.
All of the FOLDERS
restored themselves...
...just none of the music that was IN them.
ALSO for the record, I am well aware that you can log in to your iTunes account and still have access to all of your purchases music. But for me, that meant, like...
1 soundtrack and
a small handful of Italian Restaurant atmosphere music.
For those moments in your life when you want
the atmosphere of an Italian Restaurant.
But I've come to peace with this debacle.
Because, funny thing is, this has turned into
a fresh start in and of itself.
Albeit, a much FRESHER start than I would have preferred.
But fresh, nonetheless.
Time to break out all the CDs and start new!
Sayonara, digital music collection of my life.
Monica.